万事万物，因果轮回。我种下的因，却是我解不了的果……
All things, cause and effect reincarnation. I planted the cause, but I can not solve the fruit
或许见过我的人，才会明白。我是个极其沉闷的人，脸上没有多余的表情，我常持着别人若不先与我说话，我便不会理别人的思想。你偏要让我这样，我断是不干，我也不知道，可能是那时候的阴影，直到现在也无法释怀。
Maybe people who have met me will understand. I am a very dull person, there is no redundant expression on my face. I often hold others' thoughts if I don't speak with me first. If you want me to do this, I will never do it. I don't know. Maybe it was the shadow at that time, and I can't let it go until now.
我经历过三所学校，1-4年级在广州，5-6年级在广昌二小，现在就在这所中学。我每一个学校只会有一个朋友，且只与她一人说话。不能忘的，还是记忆最深的1-4年级，我比较自傲吧，许是成绩不错，所以唯我独尊。我说错便错，我说对即对。我也不知道她怎么容忍我的，次次吵架皆是她哭着找我道歉。而我回答她的仅仅是："你知错了，便好"。可凡事压抑太久，便总有爆发的那天。5月27日她不再理我，此后，她与班长成了好朋友。她见我走向她，就和班长跑开。起初，我以为她和我闹着玩，可是几次下来，我感觉不大对劲。从此，相遇就当着陌生人了。当初QQ里还留有她的QQ，不过后来转学到老家读书的2年后就删除了。这场友情里，是我犯的错也是我撕不下面子道歉的果。走在广州的大街上，还能再遇见一次你吗？但是，真的被伤到了，我该如何？人可能真的需要"无耻"，"无耻"走遍天下，"有耻"寸步难行。
I have experienced three schools, grade 1-4 in Guangzhou, Grade 5-6 in Guangchang No.2 primary school, and now I am in this middle school. I have only one friend in every school, and I only talk to her alone. Can't forget, or the deepest memory of the 1-4 grade, I'm more proud of it, maybe the results are good, so I'm the only one. I say wrong is wrong, I say right is right. I don't know how she tolerated me. She cried and apologized for every quarrel. And I answered her simply, "if you know what's wrong, it's OK.". But when things are suppressed for too long, there will always be a day when they break out. On May 27, she stopped talking to me. After that, she became good friends with the monitor. When she saw me coming to her, she ran away with the monitor. At first, I thought she was playing with me, but several times, I didn't feel right. From then on, I met strangers. At the beginning of QQ, there was her QQ, but it was deleted after two years of transfer to my hometown. In this friendship, it's my fault and the result of my apology. Walking on the streets of Guangzhou, can I meet you again? But I was really hurt. What should I do? People may really need to be "shameless", "shameless" to travel around the world, "shameless" to walk.
或许不了解我的人，会以为我是一个极其安静的人。可实际上在家里我真是一人之下，万人之上。除了爸爸管着我，其他人都宠我，爸爸和妈妈在外工作，我基本就是家里的老大，爷爷奶奶关于学习上的话我是听的，但生活上的就不好说。我不做家务，什么也不会干，就插电饭煲我也不会，唯一会的便是烧开水，一年才做一次洗碗的任务。爷爷奶奶偶尔回回乡下老家，中午煮饭洗碗什么都是我妹妹干。说实话，我都不好意思，但正所谓“人不要脸，天下无敌。”没错，我就是那最孤独的一个。再比如，上次清明节我爸爸回来，看到那书架里一排排整齐倒下的书，骂得我……唉！不说了，我真怕有一天，如果我真的出去上学，能否生存下去都是个麻烦。
Maybe people who don't know me will think that I am a very quiet person. But in fact, at home, I am really under one person, over ten thousand people. Except that my father is in charge of me, others dote on me. My father and mother work outside. I am basically the eldest in my family. I listen to my grandparents' words about study, but it's hard to say in life. I don't do housework. I can't do anything. I can't plug in the rice cooker. The only thing I can do is boil the water and do the dishes once a year. Grandpa and grandma occasionally go back to their hometown in the country. My sister does everything for cooking and washing dishes at noon. To tell you the truth, I'm sorry, but it's the so-called "people don't want to face, the world is invincible." Yes, I am the loneliest one. For another example, when my father came back last Qingming Festival, he scolded me when he saw rows of neatly fallen books in the bookshelf Alas! No, I'm afraid that one day, if I really go to school, it will be a problem whether I can survive.
我种下一颗长不大的种子，成为一个长不大的人。解铃还须系铃人，相信我，会努力使这颗种子长大！
I plant a small seed and become a small person. You have to tie the bell. Believe me, you will try to make this seed grow up!